And When I Die

And When I Die – True Blood Episode 48 Season 4 Synopsis & Soundtrack
Jesus and Lafayette sit down to enjoy a leisurely breakfast after so much that had happened the night before. Jesus tries to apologize to Lafayette for dragging him into all of this witch business. Leaning in for a kiss, Jesus senses that things are not at all as they seem with Lafayette. Soon, he feels a stabbing pain and looks down to see a fork poking out of his hand. Looking into Lafayette’s eyes, he realizes it’s Marnie.

Joining Sookie at the breakfast table, Tara sees that Sookie looks exhausted and asks if she got any sleep. Sookie tells her no and that she senses that her Gran was around, watching her.

Sam visits Tommy’s grave and gets an unexpected visitor when Maxine joins him. Maxine expresses her sorrow over Tommy’s death. She explains to Sam that he may have been a bad kid sometimes but he could also be really good to her. Sam gets another shock when Maxine tells him that they needed to stick together and for him to call her Mama from now on.

Jason finds Hoyt working on the road crew, cutting up a tree. Not knowing any other way to tell him about Jessica, Jason chooses to just blurt it out. At first< Hoyt looks at him like he was joking until he sees that Jason was serious. Calling him a lousy friend and saying there must be something missing inside of him to do this, Hoyt begins to punch and kick Jason. Feeling he deserved it, Jason decides not to fight back.

Marnie now has Jesus tied tightly to a chair. Jesus pleads with Marnie’s spirit to leave Lafayette’s body but she refuses. Jesus tries to reason with her and tell her that Antonia wouldn’t want any of this to happen. Marnie demands that Jesus release his demon magic and pass it to her. He refuses and she takes a butcher knife and begins to cut Lafayette’s chest. Not bearing it anymore, Jesus screams for her to stop and agrees to give her what she wants.

Jesus begins to speak a spell out loud and soon his body begins to wreathe and the demon appears. Seeing the demon, Marnie takes the knife and plunges it into Jesus’s chest. Pulling out the knife, she licks the blood and the demon spirit is channeled into Lafayette’s body too.

It’s Halloween and Sookie arrives at Merlotte’s to ask Sam for her job back. Not understanding her when she tells him that he fired her until he remembers that Tommy shifted into him. Sam agrees to give her back her job as long as she wears some bunny ears. Sookie puts them on her head and heads on out.

Arlene and Terry are both dressed up as zombies to stay with the Halloween spirit. Terry gets a shock when he sees an old Army buddy show up. He is introduced to Arlene and he tells her that he had saved Terry’s life not once but twice.

Serving Alcide a beer at the bar, Sookie pulls off her bunny ears and sits next to him. He explains to her that he is through with all of the drama and with Debbie. Turning to her, Alcide asks her to consider being with him and forgetting all the drama they have been through. Getting a call, Alcide tells Sookie it’s an emergency and heads on out.

That evening, Tara stops on by Lafayette’s house to check in on him when she notices the door was open. Walking in, Tara begins to scream when she sees Jesus’s lifeless body.

Lighting pumpkins outside of Merlotte’s, Sookie watches as Holly dressed as a Fairy approaches her. Holding a joint in one hand, she asks Sookie if she could borrow her light. Handing it to her, Holly explains that Halloween night is also a time when the wall between the living and the dead is at its most vulnerable. They both express that they have a feeling of dread. A minute later, Tara arrives and is frantic. She tells them that Marnie was back. Soon they all head out in Sookie’s car and head to Bill’s mansion. Feeling like something awful has happened because they cannot get a hold of Bill or Eric. In the back seat, Holly digs through her purse and finds salt and other items she knows they will need.

Finally arriving at the mansion, they run up to where Bill and Eric are tied to posts in the middle of a large wood pile. Instantly, they are confronted by Marnie. Trying to keep her eyes focused on Sookie and Tara, Holly begins to chant a spell and pour a circle of salt around the group.

Not wanting to hear anymore from Tara or Sookie, Marnie starts the fire and Bill and Eric begin to burn. Wanting no harm to come to the men she loves, Sookie raises her hands and soon the beams of light shoot out, sending Marnie backwards. The demon face appears and the women join hands and begin to chant a spell.

Antonia appears and calls for Marnie. The demon vanishes. Marnie appears and is happy that Antonia has once again come to help her. Antonia looks at the flames and blows them out.

Marnie screams that she is not done. Soon, Sookie’s Gran appears and tells her “oh yes you are” and reaches into Marnie and pulls her spirit out as Lafayette’s body collapses to the ground. Antonia explains that Vampires have a punishment already. They can never die so they will never no peace.

Marnie finally accepts her fate and screams long and loud all of her frustrations with dying too soon. Marnie and Antonia walk off together towards the grave yard. Sookie calls for her Gran and begs her to stay. Gran tells her not to be afraid to be alone because in the end, we are all alone. Soon, she too vanishes and leaves Sookie sobbing.

Complaining the whole way to the garbage can about how she has to do everything, she is startled when she hears Rene’s voice behind her. Turning around, she sees him standing there. Thinking and hoping it was just a dream, Arlene says a prayer and pinches herself. When she opens her eyes, he is standing right in front of her. He warns her to be careful with Terry. That the ghosts of his past will come and cause her trouble. Terry appears and hugs her close. Opening up her eyes, Arlene sees that Rene was no longer there.

Wearing a long red cape and sexy lingerie, Jessica makes a surprise visit at Jason’s house. Seeing her, Jason doesn’t waste time and asks her in. Seeing his bruised face, she asks if he hurt Hoyt and Jason tells her he didn’t touch him.

Wasting no time, the two are on the couch making love. Somewhat spoiling the mood, Jessica explains to Jason that she doesn’t want a relationship. She tells him that she is not ready to jump into another serious relationship. Jason accepts this with no argument and they begin again.

Back at Fangtasia, Pam is upset because she feels that Eric has chosen Sookie over her. Starting to throw things, Ginger steps in and tries to comfort her. Pam wants no part of it and collapses crying. Ginger puts her arms around her to soother her and Pam accepts her offer of comfort and continues to cry.

Sitting on the couch at Bill’s, she allows both Eric and Bill to feed off of her. Soon they finish and she feels the time is right to discuss their delicate situation. Telling them that she loves them both very much but she has made her decision. Both looking smug, thinking it’s them, but they get a surprise when she tells them she has chosen neither of them. She needed to be by herself. Walking away from their stunned faces, Sookie goes outside and breaks down crying.

Lafayette wakes up and sees Jesus’s spirit smiling at him. He begins to cry and tells Jesus how sorry he was. Jesus tells him that it wasn’t his fault and not to blame himself. Since he was a spirit, Jesus lets him know that he will always be with him and he soon vanishes. Lafayette is left feeling a little better.

Heading to her car after a busy night, Holly sees Andy waiting for her with a bouquet of flowers. Before she can say anything, Andy explains to her that he was on V and what his reasons were for using. Telling her he was clean and that he was an honest hard working man who likes her. Seeing his sincerity, Holly gives him a big hug.

Luna and Sam embrace while Emma is sound asleep in the truck. Sam tries to talk her into staying but he knows she needs to get Emma to bed. One last kiss, Sam waves to her good bye. Turning around, Sam is frightened when he sees a Werewolf staring at him, growling.

Jessica gets ready to leave but Jason feels a bit rejected. Seeing his uncertainty, Jessica tells him that she must leave to feed because she refuses to feed off of him. Once she is gone, he hears a knock at his door. Thinking it was Jessica again, Jason answers the door naked. It is not Jessica but Steve Newlin. Steve looks him up and down and back at his face again. Smiling, Steve bares a pair of Vampire fangs.

At the parking garage, Alcide is shown a whole that was dug up. He soon realizes that the worker showing him had been glamoured by a Vampire. Looking the hole over, Alcide reaches down and lifts out the silver chains that were once binding Russell Eddington.
Upon arriving back home, Sookie enters the kitchen and instantly is greeted by Debbie with a shot gun. Tara comes up the side and sees Debbie ready to pull the trigger. Without thinking, she pushes Sookie aside and is shot in the head.

Screaming, Sookie fights Debbie and manages to get her to the ground. Grabbing up the shot gun, Sookie aims it at Debbie’s head and pulls the trigger. Going over to Tara’s lifeless body, Sookie begins to sob and scream out for help.

Nan arrives at Bill’s and is not in a good mood. Both Bill and Eric are there to greet her. She tells them that there was a sentence on their heads for the True death. She explains to them that she was fired from the AVL but knew there were secret members in there that would help her. She brings up Sookie’s name and tells them both that she knows what she is. Eric instantly kills all her guards and Bill plunges a stake into her chest.